Falling

darkness
falling
I thought
light had
conquered
once and
for all.
I find
I'm wrong
pain still
haunts me
focus
on God!
so hard...
can I?
can I
see through
the pain?
can I
see through
darkness?
can I
be the
light for
others?
will God
help me?
does he
love me?
I read
his word
I pray
a lot
does he
hear me?
does he
see me?
I know
he does
but I
can't see
through the
black flames
they burn
they blind
I'm blind
can't see
God's love
his peace
I hurt
hate pain
release
through blood
whose blood?
mine flows
more pain
Christ's flows
soothes hurt
which will
I choose?